Just woke up. Two of my lamps were on. I killed the lights when I went to bed, so it sure as hell wasn’t me.
Just finished ‘Ender’s Game’, a sci-fi movie. Aliens, war on aliens, the entire thing is there. It wasn’t too awful, but it wasn’t great either. At least the special effects were good, lol.
Thing I am confused about is under the cut, because ~spoilers~
They always say ‘write what you want to read’ right?
I may or may not be considering the pros and cons of writing some fanfic including bullying and a shitload of angst, lol. Seriously though, I deal with my issues through reading fanfic, and have been doing so since I was 14, but there is a disturbing lack of fic dealing with bullying. Also: high school AUs are awful. That just… needed saying.
But what fandom to pick? I’ll probably feel too awkward writing RPF, even if that would make more sense considering the fandoms I’m in. I’d have to watch interviews to check people’s (perceived) personalities which I am definitely not up to. No, that’s not sarcasm. It genuinely makes me feel awkward.
are you ever in the middle of saying something or showing someone something and you realize that literally no one cares
I’ve literally stopped talking mid-word in a story and no one has noticed.
teacher lady is also called ‘angelique’
anyway she sent me an email back and she was rather understanding so i think i’m okay now? but she wants to talk after the next seminar which is like so not okay O_O
i want a separate show where lestrade and donovan run around solving cases and are just epic partners in crime could someone do this for me please
why can’t I have real life friends and family that may think whatever they want but at least sympathize with me and say that someone is a cunt instead of ‘she’s totally right, you’re wrong, quit whining’
like, I get it, but I always freak out about this kind of thing and it makes me feel very alone and I’ll start doing immature stuff like not responding to messages anymore or blocking people on social media and shit like that